Okay, I am taking a big girl pill! No more whining. I love being pregnant! Okay really I love the thought of seeing someone grow up from being so small to so big like my other kids. I love the thought of holding a baby and seeing him smile just because he sees my face. I love the thought of seeing all of the small steps that will happen and being so excited to experience them with Cole and Bella!
I keep talking about how uncomfortable I am and whining and I realized that whining doesn't change things at all.

Will he look like Cole or Bella? What is his personality going to be? Can he be totally different than my totally different children now? How are my other kids going to react to him?

I really can't wait to meet him!